I hate that so many people around me are so upset. I see the stuff they post on tumblr and get confused as to if that’s how they really feel. People have just got so good at pretending. I feel so weak and helpless like there’s nothing at all I can do. No matter how much I tell someone I love them, or how many times I tell them things are going to be okay, it’s not going to change anything. It makes me wonder so much about the affect other people can make on you. One person has the power to make you so upset, so down on yourself that you want to die. But one person that’s your friend, doesn’t have the power to change that. No matter what I say to someone, they’re still going to be down on themselves. It makes me feel shit that people close to me feel shit. But that’s life. Life is just a whole lot of fucking shit, right?